People Talk...

The police began their special project in times when there was extreme prejudice against gays.  Besides that, they wanted to make money from the project--and they have, even though most of it hasn't been paid out yet, as far as I know...?  Myself, I've been one woman among mostly men, although there have been more women becoming police officers.  There has been plenty of room for prejudice, even within our group; and lots of room for competition, which was specifically encouraged in the past....  And not even to mention that some firefighters have been involved, and there's been competition between the police and firefighters! 

There has been evidence that some police also lied to each other, both full lies and white lies....  It shouldn't be too surprising what they'd say about me....  Besides, there has been the element of possible improved spirituality for LGBTQs, which I mentioned briefly earlier.  The police project isn't directly about spirituality but there's a potential there; and this is a new phenomenon.  Anything new, and especially spiritual matters, are usually subject to a lot of opposition.

Whether deliberately or not, the police may lie, exaggerate, or misunderstand things about me; and sometimes they want to put pressure on me to get me to give them information--they have their interrogation techniques and strategies that they use.  Unfortunately, not all the police have been working together at all times....  Myself, I've made enough mistakes but I believe I've made corrections and amends, as far as possible....

If I may say, the apostles in the Bible times were preaching the gospel and they did nothing wrong.  But they faced lying witnesses, and Paul said in 1 Corinthians 4:13, "We are made as the filth of the world, and are the offscouring of all things unto this day."  King James Version.  [I checked a Catholic Mission Bible and it's very similar.]  An "offscouring" means matter scoured off, or anything vile or despised....

If people talked against the apostles, it's no wonder they'd talk against anyone else.  Not that I want to compare myself to the apostles exactly, but I believe there's some room for comparison....  So, let's not be surprised.