Understanding the Essence--Part 2

My main intention for writing about this subject matter is to hopefully help the church members and pastors who had actually gone to my college in England and heard a bad story about me from there.  They're the first group I'd like to focus on, right now.  We need to deal with this problem, air it out, and then let it go...!  I don't mind taking a little time, if necessary....  [Not to drag things on too long....]  THEN, we can look at the current issues, if people want to...!?

Have said there's some confusion in, or around, the special police project.  Some people may know of one or two lawyers who are involved, but they need to know there's at least one or two more....  People understand how lawyers work, if I may say.  But lawyers also follow instructions from their clients....  Under normal circumstances, I believe the different police agencies have some competition with each other--have seen it on many TV shows in the past.  But with the special project, there's even more competition, for different reasons....  The project is very broad and not everyone knows everything--and they don't need to.  If they did, they'd likely get sidetracked and things wouldn't get done as well.  Myself, I've been told a lot and I've also made my own efforts to find things out...I know this business is kind of hard to handle....  They're forcing me to take medication which is supposed to clear my thoughts, and it does help a certain amount [this matter hasn't been aired out yet but it will be one day]....  Anyway, it's supposed to be an undercover project and many civilians have been consulted about it....  People observing from the outside sometimes wonder what's going on...?  But a lot has been accomplished....  We're trying to tie up the loose ends and come to a conclusion, more or less....  And some firefighters have been involved, also....  

This past weekend, I really learned a lot at my church....  We'll probably sort things out gradually...but one thing at a time.  Other Christians have been involved, or observing, also, besides ones in my church....  People may feel they want to resist the "gay rights" and gay marriage, and that's okay for now....  I've been an active spokesperson, with my blog and other activities at church, and my credibility is in question--even my religion and spirituality are in question....  So, we can deal with my credibility...and I hope people will make an effort to understand, if they wish to be fair.