The first time that I met the adjudicator, I believe it was a set-up for the special police project. He was actually working for the firefighters, who were working for the police.... It turned out the firefighters had a mistaken idea about me, as I've said and have written about somewhere before.... Many of the police also were mistaken by believing the false, gay story about me....
When the police were looking for a female helper to help with the police project, they wanted someone who'd want to earn money.... I've come from humble beginnings and I've wanted to earn money [not that money is the only thing].... There are issues that still need to be sorted out with my mental health...but it's true that I've had problems.... My employment has been affected in the past....
As a whole, the police and firefighters--men and women--have worked hard in their employment; and they deal with a lot of stress.... Also, their advisors in the police project have been high-functioning people, it seems.... (I don't know very much about the "Irish man," but he has supported the adjudicator, and he said so....) Myself, I believe it's healthy for me to have respect for these people because of the circumstances; and it's a professional courtesy that I can extend, because I've worked with these people--even if from a distance....
The police and firefighters have had some competition among themselves in the police project, and that's fine.... If it's friendly and good-natured, that's one thing...? Sometimes, there may've been hostility...? And I've said I've felt hostile, at times, when I didn't understand the whole story...but I've improved the situation and my attitude.... I hope that in the end, all the police and firefighters and their advisors can have respect for each other, also...? But no matter what, I'll make an effort to be respectful....
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