Yesterday I added a note to a previous post, "It Hasn't All Been 'Delusional.'" I had forgotten to say that my landlord/tenant matter wasn't delusional, even if there could be differences of opinions or perspectives....
My legal matters started with the landlord/tenant matter...and then the criminal problems came up.... At the beginning, I felt bad that I'd taken chances with the criminal matters--even though it was in an effort to HELP the situation.... (I took a chance and lost.) Some people were frightened. And that's why I'd gotten the idea to try to help with gay issues.... I read a comprehensive article in my local newspaper and then I lobbied for gay marriage....
The charitable donation that I want to make now is an extra thing--to apologize more specifically for problems I caused--and I think it's appropriate. I feel good about it.
The previous donation that I made recently was also to help make amends specifically for ill-advised actions I'd taken....
A little while after the criminal problems--and my probation--were over, then the mental health legal problems came up. It seemed some people stopped being afraid of the unresolved landlord/tenant matter at that time because they thought I was just a "crazy" person.... But there were other matters to resolve and we've been working on them.... (I hope, and expect, that one of these days, all the issues will be sorted out fairly....)
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