Some people might wonder why there's still so much discussion about the past landlord/tenant matter but I believe it's relevant to me getting final clearance from the criminal matters...and also, I believe it's relevant to a show--which I've written about earlier in this blog--which was going to be done from Winnipeg, Manitoba.... The entire situation, and human rights for LGBTQs, are relevant....
As far as I know, there are certain police who want to do a movie when everything is settled but not too many other police know about it...? But there seem to be more police who know about the Winnipeg show...and I'm sure they don't want to think I've forgotten about it...!? [And there has been a lot going on...but we have to deal with everything...!]
Friday, December 22, 2017
Wednesday, December 20, 2017
Limited Knowledge For Limited Work
Have written in the third Waterlily blog earlier that different police groups have been competing with each other within the police project.... And the groups have only been told the information they needed--whether true or false--to get their jobs done.... It seems most of the police weren't told the whole story.... Myself, I've had direct and indirect contact with many police, including the Canadian Interpol. Will continue writing about the current Irish man and his police friends.... [See post, "A Knot in the Story," below.]
When I was recently trying to explain something about Interpol to the Irish man's police group, they didn't believe me and began to withdraw from me.... Previously, some of their competing police groups had only wished the Irish man's group would withdraw from the police project completely....
It normally takes a little time--like a few weeks--to think about new ideas; and all the police in question might need some time right now. But if the Irish man's group don't take themselves out in good time, then I think either the competing party should go with the flow and move in, or else the higher police authorities should relieve the Irish man and his group of their duties in the police project. The higher authorities would also close off the criminal matters...and then the rest of us could go on with our plans.... (It might not be quite as simple as it sounds but it's really not that complicated either.)
It's likely the Irish man and at least some of his associates were promised pay for their work in the police project; and I hope they'd receive their fair pay.... (I don't know all the details.) I don't have any ill will towards them....
Wednesday, December 13, 2017
Some Writing is Ended
Have been doing confidential writing in a private blog, besides my public blogs, and now my police friends who've been associated with the private blog are indicating they don't need me to write there any longer. I'm inclined to agree with them, myself, because I believe we've covered the issues for them. So, if anybody is interested in my business from here on, they're welcome to read the Waterlily Story blogs. They're open to all.
It's kind of a relief to be finished with the private blog, although I didn't mind it too much in some ways but now it's like a Christmas present to be able to stop.
It's kind of a relief to be finished with the private blog, although I didn't mind it too much in some ways but now it's like a Christmas present to be able to stop.
Friday, November 24, 2017
A Knot in the Story--Part 1
Have been writing in this blog about a special project which was done by police on behalf of LGBTQ issues. Most people that I know of don't really understand what's been going on, especially since the police have worked behind the scenes.... The project was first started by secret police and they asked the regular police to help them, as far as I know. I've also said police throughout North America were involved; and there has been some connection with Interpol--the International Criminal Police Organization--throughout the world.
It was reportedly an Irish young man, or several young men?, who first contacted American police about doing the special project.... This happened many years ago.... A particular Irish man, whom I've been somewhat acquainted with, was used to symbolically represent the original Irish man, or men....
Have written a number of posts in this blog about the current Irish man--he's identified only as John B.--and at the beginning I said I wanted to support him. ["Will Support Him in Business," December 9, 2009.] However, I have to re-evaluate that position at this time....
Continued in post below.
It was reportedly an Irish young man, or several young men?, who first contacted American police about doing the special project.... This happened many years ago.... A particular Irish man, whom I've been somewhat acquainted with, was used to symbolically represent the original Irish man, or men....
Have written a number of posts in this blog about the current Irish man--he's identified only as John B.--and at the beginning I said I wanted to support him. ["Will Support Him in Business," December 9, 2009.] However, I have to re-evaluate that position at this time....
Continued in post below.
A Knot in the Story--Part 2
Continued from post above.
If it wasn't clear earlier in this blog, I've tried to explain that the police also had wanted my help in this project, an undercover project, for LGBTQ issues. John B. was acquainted with me in the past and the police had asked him to report on my life and activities from a distance.... This happened for a period of time and I was unaware of it.... After I found out, more recently, there was a story told that John had said I was his angel.... I had believed, or wanted to believe, it was a nice compliment and John was a heterosexual [he was single at the time and was close to my age].
Some people have told me since that John B. is actually a bi-sexual; and there was a hint that he called me an angel because he knew I was supposed to be helping with the special police project one day.... I have to believe these are true facts.
Continued in post below.
If it wasn't clear earlier in this blog, I've tried to explain that the police also had wanted my help in this project, an undercover project, for LGBTQ issues. John B. was acquainted with me in the past and the police had asked him to report on my life and activities from a distance.... This happened for a period of time and I was unaware of it.... After I found out, more recently, there was a story told that John had said I was his angel.... I had believed, or wanted to believe, it was a nice compliment and John was a heterosexual [he was single at the time and was close to my age].
Some people have told me since that John B. is actually a bi-sexual; and there was a hint that he called me an angel because he knew I was supposed to be helping with the special police project one day.... I have to believe these are true facts.
Continued in post below.
A Knot in the Story--Part 3
Continued from post above.
However, there's a problem because there was also evidence that this John was supporting the false idea that I was gay.... Have written here and there that some police and their associates had been deliberately misled about me. Right now, I'm not sure whether or not John still believes that story? He seems to be supporting the false criminal charges and hasn't been willing to talk to me directly, although I've asked. The police have also given him some authority in closing off the criminal charges, to my knowledge, and he's not showing any signs of sympathizing with me, so far..... John was away from the police project for a while and I question how well-informed he is??? So, at this point I can't say I'm supporting him...!
However, there's a problem because there was also evidence that this John was supporting the false idea that I was gay.... Have written here and there that some police and their associates had been deliberately misled about me. Right now, I'm not sure whether or not John still believes that story? He seems to be supporting the false criminal charges and hasn't been willing to talk to me directly, although I've asked. The police have also given him some authority in closing off the criminal charges, to my knowledge, and he's not showing any signs of sympathizing with me, so far..... John was away from the police project for a while and I question how well-informed he is??? So, at this point I can't say I'm supporting him...!
Wednesday, November 15, 2017
New Post in Waterlily Story III
Have written a new post in my Waterlily Story III blog today which I think is quite important. I explained better about the police project and my involvement in it.... It's not meant to be a detailed explanation but it's a summary and overview....
People can please look at the other blog, if they wish to....
People can please look at the other blog, if they wish to....
Monday, September 18, 2017
Referral to My Nature Blog...
For an update on my health issues, people could please see a post on September 15, 2017 in my nature art/motivation blog.... www.susancoles.blogspot.ca. Thank you.
Tuesday, September 5, 2017
There Was A Conflict-of-Interest, Part 1
It's only been in the past year or so that I myself have understood everything that happened with my previous criminal matters....
It happened that not all the adjudicators at the former Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal were lawyers. Only about half of them were. The lawyers have their own professional association called The Law Society of Upper Canada which sets out professional standards for all the lawyers practising in Ontario, as far as I understand.... These lawyers are expected to be courteous and civil towards their clients and other people in their dealings on the job, although I imagine a certain amount of verbal aggression is allowed in courtroom business...? Also, if a lawyer has a conflict-of-interest with a case, they're required to declare a conflict and remove themselves from that particular matter.... It's not fair for them to continue working when they'd likely have biased views of the subject at hand.... So, these are issues which a reputable lawyer would be aware of in this province, and probably elsewhere...? But again, not all the adjudicators were lawyers....
On my side, I had some faults or weak areas. First of all, I wasn't experienced in working in the business world or in dealing with the courts or quasi-judicial agencies.... Second, I suffered a fairly serious personal injury in between my hearing at the Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal and my first request for a review hearing.--I was somewhat socially isolated because of my injury.... However, it wasn't a fault of mine that I had a very complicated, human rights in housing case.... But I was inexperienced in dealing with gay people and didn't know how to use the right vocabulary....
Continued below.
It happened that not all the adjudicators at the former Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal were lawyers. Only about half of them were. The lawyers have their own professional association called The Law Society of Upper Canada which sets out professional standards for all the lawyers practising in Ontario, as far as I understand.... These lawyers are expected to be courteous and civil towards their clients and other people in their dealings on the job, although I imagine a certain amount of verbal aggression is allowed in courtroom business...? Also, if a lawyer has a conflict-of-interest with a case, they're required to declare a conflict and remove themselves from that particular matter.... It's not fair for them to continue working when they'd likely have biased views of the subject at hand.... So, these are issues which a reputable lawyer would be aware of in this province, and probably elsewhere...? But again, not all the adjudicators were lawyers....
On my side, I had some faults or weak areas. First of all, I wasn't experienced in working in the business world or in dealing with the courts or quasi-judicial agencies.... Second, I suffered a fairly serious personal injury in between my hearing at the Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal and my first request for a review hearing.--I was somewhat socially isolated because of my injury.... However, it wasn't a fault of mine that I had a very complicated, human rights in housing case.... But I was inexperienced in dealing with gay people and didn't know how to use the right vocabulary....
Continued below.
There Was A Conflict-of-Interest, Part 2
Continued from post above.
When I went to the Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal hearing at the beginning, I wasn't thinking about romance with a man but in between the hearing cases, there was flirting that happened--and it wasn't initiated by me! But I was fairly flattered and I became attracted.... [And I had no knowledge of the other party's marital status.] There was no further opportunity at the time to follow up on the situation and I ended up moving away....
It was the standard practise for adjudicators to write up an order after every hearing and sometimes disputes arose over the orders, which happened in my case. There were a number of letters and applications sent to various individuals and adjudicators at the Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal, some of them in different cities.... The process was continuing on fairly smoothly and the Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal gave me permission to proceed....
In the meantime, I ended up sending a few personal letters to the man that I was attracted to; and I wrote about both personal and business matters, the business I intended to discuss for personal reasons only....
It turned out that this man had a conflict-of-interest with my case because of his sexual orientation and he'd become personally offended on account of my business.... Instead of removing himself from my case, he became spiteful towards me without telling me what was happening.... He did things behind my back....
Continued below.
When I went to the Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal hearing at the beginning, I wasn't thinking about romance with a man but in between the hearing cases, there was flirting that happened--and it wasn't initiated by me! But I was fairly flattered and I became attracted.... [And I had no knowledge of the other party's marital status.] There was no further opportunity at the time to follow up on the situation and I ended up moving away....
It was the standard practise for adjudicators to write up an order after every hearing and sometimes disputes arose over the orders, which happened in my case. There were a number of letters and applications sent to various individuals and adjudicators at the Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal, some of them in different cities.... The process was continuing on fairly smoothly and the Ontario Rental Housing Tribunal gave me permission to proceed....
In the meantime, I ended up sending a few personal letters to the man that I was attracted to; and I wrote about both personal and business matters, the business I intended to discuss for personal reasons only....
It turned out that this man had a conflict-of-interest with my case because of his sexual orientation and he'd become personally offended on account of my business.... Instead of removing himself from my case, he became spiteful towards me without telling me what was happening.... He did things behind my back....
Continued below.
There Was A Conflict-of-Interest, Part 3
Continued from post above.
One thing that happened was that I received a rather stern letter from another man who I was led to believe was a superior of the first man.... He made some mistakes in what he told me about my business and it seemed to me that he was unnecessarily interfering in my life...? He also told me he had my personal letters at his office, which wasn't where I sent them....
After receiving the second man's letter, I attempted to deal with it by various legitimate means but nothing seemed to help. So, I wanted to get the first man's attention and I sent a letter with sexual comments as a joke.... As people can imagine, that letter wasn't well-received.... Some further incidents went on from there in an attempt to apologize for the indecent letter...and I got arrested.... [There was actually some more to this matter on the side of this individual and I'll explain it below....]*
Have had some restrictions placed on my writing in the past and I've wanted to be careful of what I wrote in public.... [For the record, I also have three different pieces of evidence to support my claims in this blog post.] But I felt that I could write these things now, and I hope it'll help some people understand better.
*NOTE: It's my belief that this man and I were set up to meet by the secret police; and his complaints against me were partly real but they were partly false because, loosely speaking, it was wanted for me to be under a false criminal conviction to have time to write for the secret police project, which I've been explaining about in my Waterlily blogs.... For more information, people can look over my blogs....
NOTE, added on June 12, 2019: Have been writing more about the adjudicator in the past week or two.... I believe I've made some appropriate amends for the joke, sexual letter and I really hadn't been thinking clearly when I sent it; and also, I've acknowledged I must've made the adjudicator nervous by sending personal letters with business comments.... Am sorry I did these things.... I still believe we were set up to meet by the secret police, directly or indirectly, however I now believe the complaints made by the adjudicator against me were real--in his mind.... (There was an action by another party which was intended to contribute to a false, criminal conviction, I believe....)
One thing that happened was that I received a rather stern letter from another man who I was led to believe was a superior of the first man.... He made some mistakes in what he told me about my business and it seemed to me that he was unnecessarily interfering in my life...? He also told me he had my personal letters at his office, which wasn't where I sent them....
After receiving the second man's letter, I attempted to deal with it by various legitimate means but nothing seemed to help. So, I wanted to get the first man's attention and I sent a letter with sexual comments as a joke.... As people can imagine, that letter wasn't well-received.... Some further incidents went on from there in an attempt to apologize for the indecent letter...and I got arrested.... [There was actually some more to this matter on the side of this individual and I'll explain it below....]*
Have had some restrictions placed on my writing in the past and I've wanted to be careful of what I wrote in public.... [For the record, I also have three different pieces of evidence to support my claims in this blog post.] But I felt that I could write these things now, and I hope it'll help some people understand better.
*NOTE: It's my belief that this man and I were set up to meet by the secret police; and his complaints against me were partly real but they were partly false because, loosely speaking, it was wanted for me to be under a false criminal conviction to have time to write for the secret police project, which I've been explaining about in my Waterlily blogs.... For more information, people can look over my blogs....
NOTE, added on June 12, 2019: Have been writing more about the adjudicator in the past week or two.... I believe I've made some appropriate amends for the joke, sexual letter and I really hadn't been thinking clearly when I sent it; and also, I've acknowledged I must've made the adjudicator nervous by sending personal letters with business comments.... Am sorry I did these things.... I still believe we were set up to meet by the secret police, directly or indirectly, however I now believe the complaints made by the adjudicator against me were real--in his mind.... (There was an action by another party which was intended to contribute to a false, criminal conviction, I believe....)
Thursday, August 31, 2017
Updates to Come
Have been to see the eye specialist and would like to report on my health issues.... However, I have a private blog where I write for certain people only and I have the nature art/motivation blog besides this Waterlily blog.... If the special police project is still wanting to go public at a Halloween time, then we need to see if we might be ready for this year or if we'll have to aim for next year...? So, I'm trying to get myself organized...! Will give the appropriate updates as I have time....
Monday, August 21, 2017
Working on Cleaning Up This Blog...
Today, I've started deleting some posts in an effort to clean up my blog.... Will continue as I have time....
It seems I'm not able to remove Labels from posts and I'll have to do the best I can.... Some of the Label sections may be disrupted [if I've deleted entire posts and saved others], until I have time to smooth things over...? Anyway, I guess people aren't spending too much time reading the older posts so maybe it won't make a lot of difference?
It seems I'm not able to remove Labels from posts and I'll have to do the best I can.... Some of the Label sections may be disrupted [if I've deleted entire posts and saved others], until I have time to smooth things over...? Anyway, I guess people aren't spending too much time reading the older posts so maybe it won't make a lot of difference?
Friday, June 9, 2017
New Posts--Part 2
Have continued writing today on one of my topics--gay marriage--that I wrote about this week in the Waterlily Story II blog.... If people are interested, they can please go to that site.
A Health Concern--Part 3
Have heard back from my eye specialist's office after my dye test photography; and she'd like to start treating me immediately for "macular degeneration...." This disease is normally caused by old age but she said in my case it's caused by near-sightedness.... It's "myopic."
Anyway, I've told the office that I wish to decline the treatment...the side effects can be worse than the disease for some people and my health is already at risk because of the psychiatric medication which I've been forced to take.... I don't want to take any more unnecessary chances with my health and will take what comes naturally--but I'll also try to take the best care of myself.... [Some days are better than others..."two steps forward and one step back..."]
My eye specialist will see me for a consultation and a check-up around the end of August....
Anyway, I've told the office that I wish to decline the treatment...the side effects can be worse than the disease for some people and my health is already at risk because of the psychiatric medication which I've been forced to take.... I don't want to take any more unnecessary chances with my health and will take what comes naturally--but I'll also try to take the best care of myself.... [Some days are better than others..."two steps forward and one step back..."]
My eye specialist will see me for a consultation and a check-up around the end of August....
Monday, June 5, 2017
New Posts
Have written a couple of posts in Waterlily Story II today and I hope they'll be helpful...? If people are interested, they can look there.... Thank you.
Friday, May 19, 2017
A Health Concern--Part 2
The test for my eye was postponed for a couple weeks...so I'll have to wait longer to get the final diagnosis.... In the meantime, am trying to take the best care of myself that I can and maybe the test will show up better with more time...? I can hope [and pray]!
When I get this test done, I won't actually see the eye specialist on the same day.... The test is done by a photographer who'll take pictures of my eye.... [They inject some dye into my bloodstream first....]
When I get this test done, I won't actually see the eye specialist on the same day.... The test is done by a photographer who'll take pictures of my eye.... [They inject some dye into my bloodstream first....]
Tuesday, May 9, 2017
Tough Decisions...
At this point, my eye specialist has already recommended a treatment which she thinks might help...but it's possible the side effects of the treatment can be worse than no treatment at all...!!! As far as my general health goes, I've had the opinion recently that I'm at risk just from the effects of the psychiatric medication that's been imposed on me.... There's been lab tests done.... So, if the specialist decides that treatment is definitely recommended for my problem, I've been planning to decline.... I'd rather make do with the sight I have...and I'm trying to help myself by natural means, for what it's worth...!? Am also encouraging some of the police, in particular, to make a settlement with me.... There was a specific group who had attempted to settle earlier.... Our negotiations had broken down, at the time....
If the above police--or any others--would settle with me, I could probably adjust or eliminate the psychiatric medication and that'd help.... However, I still don't think I'd want to have any eye treatment, according to what's been suggested....
If the above police--or any others--would settle with me, I could probably adjust or eliminate the psychiatric medication and that'd help.... However, I still don't think I'd want to have any eye treatment, according to what's been suggested....
Sunday, May 7, 2017
My Health
Besides getting my medical and psychiatric care, I've always tried to use healthy habits as much as possible.... Of course, I've done better in some areas than others.... My church also promotes health.... There's a Weimar Institute in California, www.weimar.org, which is independently owned by members of my church and they've done a lot of research.... There are new owners there now, but earlier the government had asked them to document what their success rate was for all the guests that went through their lifestyle program.... The program included a healthy, vegan diet....
The results of the research were that about 50% of the participants were helped with major problems like diabetes and heart disease and high blood pressure.... And the results also showed that if any of the participants were angry, lonely, or isolated, the program didn't help them very much.... In other words, these participants followed a healthy program along with the rest of the group but they didn't get benefit....
In my case, I've been isolated by the special police project that was going on.... I wonder if it's possible for my health to improve much, at this point, unless the police want to come forward and disclose what's been happening...???
The results of the research were that about 50% of the participants were helped with major problems like diabetes and heart disease and high blood pressure.... And the results also showed that if any of the participants were angry, lonely, or isolated, the program didn't help them very much.... In other words, these participants followed a healthy program along with the rest of the group but they didn't get benefit....
In my case, I've been isolated by the special police project that was going on.... I wonder if it's possible for my health to improve much, at this point, unless the police want to come forward and disclose what's been happening...???
Wednesday, May 3, 2017
A Health Concern
About a month ago, I got a problem in one of my eyes and it seems to be quite serious.... My eye specialist wants to do one further test to confirm the diagnosis, as far as I understand...? It's not looking very hopeful, at this point.... The test will be done in a few weeks.
Throughout the winter and continuing in the spring, I've had a lot of stress.... Am not quite past it yet.... Was wondering if the stress brought on my eye problem; and if there's anything I could do to get my eye to heal??? Anyway, I'm trying....
At this point, my good eye is compensating for the bad one.... My vision in the bad eye is poor or non-existent, in the centre of my field of vision.... I can usually see something around the edges but my use of a computer will be affected if anything happens to my good eye, and if my bad eye doesn't heal....
Have enjoyed and appreciated doing my blogging, including in my new nature blog.... Will continue as much as I'm able to, if God be willing [and if not, I'll have to accept it...]. At least I've been able to post a lot of information, so far; and hopefully it'll continue to be available for some time...?
Throughout the winter and continuing in the spring, I've had a lot of stress.... Am not quite past it yet.... Was wondering if the stress brought on my eye problem; and if there's anything I could do to get my eye to heal??? Anyway, I'm trying....
At this point, my good eye is compensating for the bad one.... My vision in the bad eye is poor or non-existent, in the centre of my field of vision.... I can usually see something around the edges but my use of a computer will be affected if anything happens to my good eye, and if my bad eye doesn't heal....
Have enjoyed and appreciated doing my blogging, including in my new nature blog.... Will continue as much as I'm able to, if God be willing [and if not, I'll have to accept it...]. At least I've been able to post a lot of information, so far; and hopefully it'll continue to be available for some time...?
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