My Blog

Near the beginning of this blog I stated the blog might be a way for me to speak out for the police project, from my view. And that might not be the case, after all. But I've been happy to be able to "vent" and to tell my side of the story. Have appreciated this space, for sure.

A Reason for Prejudice???

Have been hearing some rumblings that people have heard I referred to my landlady in an inappropriate manner--by calling her a lesbian, if I recall--and they've held it against me without understanding all the facts. Is there ever a time to refer to another person's sexual orientation--whatever it may be? We should be as tactful as possible, I agree; and I wasn't as tactful as I could've been in that situation. But it may sometimes be necessary to make some comments. In this case, my landlady had been inconsistent between her words and actions; and she was denying the circumstances which I felt were a problem for me. Is it a problem if someone is gay? That in itself isn't a problem. But it can be a problem if the gay person is overly aggressive towards a heterosexual person. And that's what I felt happened in my case. In the sidebar of this blog, there's a Label "Landlord/Tenant and Related Issues" which deals with this matter. People can click there if they wish to study the matter further. *** Whatever concerns people have about me or my past business, I'm certainly willing to clarify them. I don't mind discussing anything that needs to be discussed; and I'll write to my official sources also. [And if I wasn't always 100% right, it doesn't change the fact that there were legitimate concerns to be dealt with.]

Many, Many Details Related

One of the main films which affected me within the past 10 years was Legally Blonde, 2001. They say if you relate to a film or TV show on a few points it's usually coincidence--and I agree with that. But if there are many, many details which relate, you may need to consider something else is happening!?--That was the view I took, especially when I had already seen some TV connections elsewhere. *** In late 1998, I expressed a serious interest in attending law school. Legally Blonde was about a young woman who went to law school.--And it's not directly meant to be about me--am not saying that [not exactly]. And it has been glamourized and fictionalized, of course! For the record, there were points about sexual harassment and about a gay man, whom the young woman deduced was gay. There was also the law professor who took students to work for him. [It's highly fictional, of course.--But one of my contacts in the late 1990s was a retired, law school professor.] *** Have also stated in this blog before that if some people prefer to believe the criminal charges against me, they're free to do so; and I won't try to convince them otherwise. People can go on their way, if they prefer. But some people may follow what I'm saying. *** Won't try to prove all the points of Legally Blonde here, except that another one was that a police report in 1998 stated I had blond hair [it wasn't quite true]. Some people may also have seen the movie and they have their opinions!? Well, it's been 10 years since that film was released! If some people had a 20-year marketing plan, I feel I've already fulfilled it within 10 years--have worked that hard--and I made a conscious choice to do so. *** If any of my acquaintances, or distant acquaintances, had input into the Legally Blonde film; and if they weren't trying to say it was directly a movie about me, then what were they trying to prove??? What did they want? [They used many elements from my landlord/tenant matter and from my life, for sure.] Have I written in this blog before that a king in Bible times was troubled by a dream he had. He asked a prophet of God to come help him--to explain the dream. And then he told the prophet he couldn't even remember the dream.--He wanted the prophet to also remind him of what he dreamt! That was a tall order and in that case, God showed the same dream to the prophet before explaining the interpretation to him. In my case, people most often refuse to have direct contact with me; and they don't tell me what they want; and yet they still expect me to perform for them in some way!!! So, I really need to try to narrow things down--unless I want to spend the rest of my life in a mental institution [however short that life might be, also]! If any Christian people have a mind to pray for me, I'd certainly appreciate it! [I need all the help I can get.] Sometimes other people have dealt with topics affecting me and I only have to report on what others have said. But if nothing much has been done, I may need to come up with more original material and it can be rough [not that I can't do original material--if I know what's happening!]. May God bless us and help us! [Have been trying so hard for such a long time; and I'd like to see some positive results by now.]

Official Statement--Part 2

CHILDREN ARE A BLESSING FROM THE LORD, AS IT STATES IN THE BIBLE. BUT LEGAL AND FINANCIAL BENEFITS IN MARRIAGE COME FROM THE GOVERNMENT AND NOT DIRECTLY FROM HEAVEN!

Other Past Connections

If I recall hearing correctly, the Province of Ontario had strong connections to New York City in the 1930s because of the Dionne family quintuplets who were born in 1934. The Province made them wards of the crown for about 9 years; and they were basically in a reality show and an amusement park called "Quintland" in northern Ontario! These quints were the first to survive infancy and the public found them to be charming and inspiring during the Depression. *** As for the police project, am just wanting to show what connections existed in the past. If the project began in 1932 as I've claimed, then anything following that date was significant.

"The Irish Boy"--again

Have written before that my Irish friend [whether he's actually Irish or not] has also been misled by others in this business. And he may also be in a competitive position towards me, at this time? Within the past few years, there was a particular channel where I had contact with him indirectly. There was another party who was nervous about our contact, however, and they always wanted to make sure a direct friendship or association didn't happen between us. Several times, the Irish man and I were getting to a place of communication and then it was interrupted by the other party. From the reactions I observed, the Irish man was somewhat disgusted and thought the problems were my fault?--That I was stalling or making trouble? But it wasn't my fault at all! As bad as it might be, this may not be the biggest problem?... The other areas [church "blindness" and my family] are also bad.--But I believe we'll get through them.--We'll deal with them, whatever it takes, God willing. [If God will give me health and strength long enough!--And I'm hopeful we're close to resolving this business....]

Criminal Issues--III

To make a long story short, what I was trying to do at the time I got arrested on the breach charge was to help the agency understand not to mix in the personal matters with business. Occasionally, in the course of processing paperwork, the agency did give me some trouble.--And as I've been saying, am still not sure what's going on with the actual Vice Chair who was there!? *** Was it too much to expect, at the time? Maybe the situation was too complicated!? It's also true that housing matters are quite personal, in a sense, but I had never identified my business matters as being "personal." *** My writing is somewhat limited by legal restrictions but from others' point of view, there could be any number of different personal angles which could come up! It's not a crime to send a personal letter for personal reasons, even to a place of business! It's too bad there were misunderstandings and complications; and I'm willing to take responsibility for my share of the problems [not to say anyone else necessarily had any responsibility in the problems at all]. *** Some people who know me mainly as an acquaintance may not have had the right information, so far. I hope nobody would be deliberately prejudiced although it's possible it may happen. [That people may be prejudiced because they choose to be.] And if so, there isn't much I can do, I guess!?