My life has been very complicated for some time.... I'd say that I'm kind of like a political prisoner.... The police have held me on false mental health charges, if not previously on false criminal charges also, and they've wanted to influence both the politics in our society--which they indirectly did--and to influence the conservative churches.... The police in the special police project have wanted my help, and I've been helping, to the best of my ability--while I often prayed for God's help!
Perhaps there was a desire for conservative churches to approve of homosexuality completely, and that's not going to happen, but I've made an offer today--I believe I've planted a seed--about what churches COULD go along with.... I believe the churches could extend this "olive branch," as I've explained and it's perfectly reasonable and even necessary....
Sometimes my life has been rewarding and interesting--not always--but sometimes.... I believe that if I don't do my duty--my whole duty--God won't bless me...but if I've made my efforts, then it'll just be up to other people to make their choices.... I can't FORCE the churches to change, but I believe they'll do the right thing when they realize what that is.... And I hope and believe the police will let me go--and pay what was promised--when they understand that my work is done....
We have a few issues to sort out...before this Halloween, if possible...!? They've always had a Halloween deadline for the year.... Conservative Christians may not want to celebrate Halloween very much, except as an innocent childhood activity maybe, but some people like it just for fun....
If necessary, I'll continue writing a little more for my church later on...but I believe I've made a good start for today.... [Beyond what I've discussed in the past.]
(My mental health has certainly been under strain, and I've been treated for issues in the past, but I'm not guilty of things that I've been accused of.... Some police know it and acknowledged it.... Some others are still getting to know me better....)