What Are The Intentions?

 Yesterday I said some sensible police used some "frivolous police" to help them in working to reduce discrimination and harassment against gays....  There were at least a couple of civilian men helping the frivolous police and they put in time for many years....  More recently, I thought the sensible police were done and they were just giving the frivolous party a chance to clear up their own concerns [and we should be more or less done with those?]...?  But right now, I'm not sure what's going on?

Are there some sensible police who are waiting to come forward or take over from the frivolous party?

People who are gay see things through their own lenses; and they've had a tendency to tell false, exaggerated or distorted stories about me sometimes....  I wonder how long this'll continue?

My health and financial resources are under strain by now and I wouldn't want the police project to carry on for a much longer time with frivolous concerns and purposes...?

Have completed my writing and summarized the issues today...

 So, today I was able to have enough access to the library computers and to complete the writing that I wanted to do--to tell what's been going on over the summer and the lockdown time....  It just took me a little while to get caught up, after the lockdown--and we're still in kind of a "new normal" stage....  

Concerns Over the Summer/2020

 Have I mentioned before that Mounties in different parts of Canada were involved in the special police project...?  Some from Vancouver had reportedly started investigating when I was a teenager....  It seems they mostly followed my dating activities, and I answered some questions during the summer of this year....

As a teen, I had some positive and some negative experiences in dating....  You live and learn!--That was how I found it.  But any issues had nothing to do with homosexuality...and the police weren't able to prove otherwise...!  Actually, I had a long-distance boyfriend in my senior year of high school which indirectly led to the Michael Jackson-glove story, which I've written about before....

Some other police wanted me to pull things together in the police project and try to bring the matter to a conclusion--to handle the business successfully and work towards a public news story...!  Have made my efforts and I believe the police also have to work with me....  I can't do everything alone!  And some police have also advised me not to write too much more in my blogs, so I hope I won't have to do that!?

Are we at the end of the secret project now...?  Can we go public soon?  The police and their civilian associates have been scattered here and there, with different levels of knowledge about the police project....  [And some of us have been informed, somewhat, of getting paid for our efforts...and we've been waiting.}

Will the Churches Change?

 The subject matter in this post is continuing from the post below.

It's true that some churches and others are discarding or distorting more and more parts of the Bible....  There's a trend away from it--it's a book of fables, some say!  And when I was young, it was popular to think about "situation ethics"...people didn't believe in absolute truth.

In my case, I've studied theology courses for several years in a university of my church.  I didn't complete the program but I believe I've studied enough to know that my church isn't going to change very much....  We believe in the whole Bible, if studied in context...and we'll never discard it, by the grace of God!  That's my belief and people are welcome to speak to others in my church....

Sometimes we need to adjust our views a little--if they're not in harmony with the true intentions of the Bible--and there are points to be studied....  I've written a pamphlet which I've told about here earlier and I've recently given out some more copies to church officials....  [These people were mainly interested in other parts of the police project, however, and weren't necessarily thinking about the gay issues, themselves....]  It's not my intention to debate these points in this post....

Would just like to share a few Bible verses which I find significant:

"The grass withereth, the flower fadeth: but the word of our God shall stand for ever."  Isaiah 40:8  [The Bible is said to be the "word of God."]

"For I am the Lord, I change not...."   Malachi 3:6  Both verses from the King James Version Bible.

To be clear, there have been sensible police doing serious work to reduce discrimination and harassment against the LGBTQs...and a lot has been accomplished already.  And some other police and their friends were allowed to be more frivolous because they were also, knowingly or unknowingly, helping the serious police--directly or indirectly!  (Sounds complicated?  Yes.)

Catching Up--Part 1

 It's been quite a while since I wrote in this blog...and I want to summarize what's been going on....  First of all, I had some complications with my Internet use...and second, I found a place where I was able to communicate fairly freely with police, privately....  Will try to recap my issues, although not entirely in one post or even in one day....?

Also, I need to find the right balance because if I don't say enough, people may say I'm hiding things; and if I say too much, they may say I'm exploiting others and offending them....  I want to be honest and write only what's necessary....

Another point that was brought up was that I have anxiety and I don't disagree....  Some times are better than other times, and I've more or less sought treatment....  There are different types of treatments and medications available...and I'm going to continue working on this matter....

A weakness on the side of the police, if I may say, is that they're not usually very knowledgeable about dealing with emotional and psychological or mental health issues in accused persons....  It may be even worse with youths....  One consolation is that some retired police officers have a project where they give out free teddy bears to distressed children who are involved, indirectly, in incidents....

Continued below.

Catching Up--Part 2

 Continued from post above.

Have seen evidence that the gay police and their associates who started the special police project for gay people in the 1930's were seen as sensible and credible by other police....  But it's been said that some young people with genius IQ's helped t hem; and they had some elaborate plans....  They really wanted to succeed in their mission to help the gays--and that was quite a job in the 1930's...!

Some less-informed, gay police were recruited to help with the plans...and it was actually a woman outside of the police project who started saying that the chosen, female helper of the police was gay....  The less-informed police were allowed to be somewhat silly and frivolous, as I've written before....  Over the decades, the police and their civilian male helpers developed some self-serving plans for the female helper--who ended up being me....

To make a long story short, there's a little book called Jude in both the Catholic and Protestant Bibles, where some aggressive gay people wanted to make problems for conservative churches....  In this case, they wanted to be nice and they thought they could use me to influence the churches....  I believe this is the reason why some of the parties in the police project have been so particular about whether I was gay or not...!?

Will continue separately.