If someone is trying to give me hints in the blog dashboard today about exposing the police project, it seems they're saying something about the adjudicator...??? It seems he's wanted to have some control, in my past dealings with him...? How would it be if I went first with the church magazine, and then the adjudicator and his friends did a little show--probably a Canadian one?--and then the actual, main project could be announced later--maybe at Halloween???
Some of the parties are still resisting the "quality police" and they don't believe they exist, with their program and show.... If so, we'll keep negotiating.... But I'd like the quality police to consider if they'd allow the adjudicator to do a small show or announcement, as I've said...? Could it hurt??? Maybe we could all negotiate how things could be done...??? Some things to think about!?
Monday, January 20, 2020
Still Want to Negotiate...
Today I tried to scan my letter to the police chief in the private part of this blog but I wasn't allowed to do the function.... [The police are blocking me, I believe?] Just wanted to show that my letter was sensible and that I said I was willing to negotiate some details, if necessary...? I'd like to continue negotiating about the church magazine...over the next few weeks or months, or so...? [I won't contact the police chief again, I don't think, unless maybe if he contacts me...?]
Will also be doing some other writing in the private part of this blog....
Was just going to add that if I was allowed to publish what I wanted in the church magazine, it'd be a limited circulation.... I think the police, themselves, should be prepared to have their story picked up by the American media...? It hasn't been only a Canadian police project and the issues have affected the USA, and even the world.... My letter could be an "opening act...." Anyway, the police also gave me a clue about another opening act, in my blog dashboard...? Or someone was hoping...? And if the police have better plans, that's fine...? But I haven't seen enough to have confidence in them, so far.... And I know they're busy with their day jobs.... Whatever....
Also, it may be a reasonable or possible option that the police chief would pass my letter and information on to the local RCMP, who hold all the criminal files...? I believe that happened once before when I contacted another police agency...? [And a police officer told me specifically that it could happen....] These Mounties used to be involved with the special police project directly a number of years ago...they were one of the parties who got left behind at a certain point...but they had certain civilians who were connected to them.... If they pass on my info to their friends, that could be helpful...!? I know some of them are still in this community....
Will also be doing some other writing in the private part of this blog....
Was just going to add that if I was allowed to publish what I wanted in the church magazine, it'd be a limited circulation.... I think the police, themselves, should be prepared to have their story picked up by the American media...? It hasn't been only a Canadian police project and the issues have affected the USA, and even the world.... My letter could be an "opening act...." Anyway, the police also gave me a clue about another opening act, in my blog dashboard...? Or someone was hoping...? And if the police have better plans, that's fine...? But I haven't seen enough to have confidence in them, so far.... And I know they're busy with their day jobs.... Whatever....
Also, it may be a reasonable or possible option that the police chief would pass my letter and information on to the local RCMP, who hold all the criminal files...? I believe that happened once before when I contacted another police agency...? [And a police officer told me specifically that it could happen....] These Mounties used to be involved with the special police project directly a number of years ago...they were one of the parties who got left behind at a certain point...but they had certain civilians who were connected to them.... If they pass on my info to their friends, that could be helpful...!? I know some of them are still in this community....
Thursday, January 16, 2020
I Didn't Get Into This Business Alone
According to my blog dashboard and some stats, were the secret police trying to say they didn't want me to tell about the police in my letter to the church magazine...??? Or am I misinterpreting things...? Anyway, I don't know if I'd want to get published without telling about the police...? [And as I've said, if I don't get permission I won't contact the magazine.] The police are part of the story.... And most heterosexual people don't care about the landlord/tenant matter, especially not now--so many years later!
It was a fact that the adjudicator flirted with me under false pretenses--and he was working for the police.... I didn't get into all this business alone.... I think the whole story needs to be told, if it's told--even in a limited way, at this point....
Have mended fences with the adjudicator--I believe--and I've offered to pay to charity in place of the false, gay story.... If people are stalling, the fault is going to be with them from here on...? I'm not sure if my local, police chief will be able to help or not...? And if he can't, he can't. It's possible he doesn't know much...so what can he do...? [I gave the name of another police chief as a witness, but that chief also has limited knowledge--I'm pretty sure....]
The police need to make an effort to help themselves! I know they're busy with their day jobs, and this police project is on the back burner for them...! But they've got to use their heads and not hang onto unrealistic expectations...and they need to speak up if they have any legitimate concerns...? And some may still be prejudiced against gay issues...? I think I've pretty much said what I can....
It was a fact that the adjudicator flirted with me under false pretenses--and he was working for the police.... I didn't get into all this business alone.... I think the whole story needs to be told, if it's told--even in a limited way, at this point....
Have mended fences with the adjudicator--I believe--and I've offered to pay to charity in place of the false, gay story.... If people are stalling, the fault is going to be with them from here on...? I'm not sure if my local, police chief will be able to help or not...? And if he can't, he can't. It's possible he doesn't know much...so what can he do...? [I gave the name of another police chief as a witness, but that chief also has limited knowledge--I'm pretty sure....]
The police need to make an effort to help themselves! I know they're busy with their day jobs, and this police project is on the back burner for them...! But they've got to use their heads and not hang onto unrealistic expectations...and they need to speak up if they have any legitimate concerns...? And some may still be prejudiced against gay issues...? I think I've pretty much said what I can....
Tuesday, January 14, 2020
Do The Police Have Something Better...or not...?
After researching the police website and community information further, it seems the police are willing to receive letters but they'd rather have them sent in the mail than by personal delivery--even to the front desk...? [There doesn't seem to be a front desk, for the headquarters?] So, I put my package in the mail yesterday, by special delivery.... They said it should arrive within a day or two...? Hopefully, it'll get there safely.... And it may take a little while for the police to respond, if they're going to...?
Again, I'd like to say that if the police can come up with something better than what I've suggested, that's fine...? But if they can't, I really hope they'll cooperate with me.... [If some of the police don't know about the special project and they're observing my mail, they may be anxious for a short time...? Wondering what I'm doing...? And that's okay.... They can watch...!]
Again, I'd like to say that if the police can come up with something better than what I've suggested, that's fine...? But if they can't, I really hope they'll cooperate with me.... [If some of the police don't know about the special project and they're observing my mail, they may be anxious for a short time...? Wondering what I'm doing...? And that's okay.... They can watch...!]
Friday, January 10, 2020
Can We Make More Progress?
Today I typed a letter for the police chief.... I believe it's coherent and concise, and logical--if someone wants to believe in the special police project.... If some observers want to scoff, that's their business.... If I can get a drive to the headquarters building in the next town, I'll deliver the letter early next week, I expect...?
Have tried to scan a copy of my magazine letter in my private blog but had trouble.... Maybe they don't want me to scan it, at least not now...? So, sorry....
Life isn't perfect and the police project hasn't been perfect...! We've all just been doing our best...! Sometimes we might have to take our share of stressful issues...? At least some things have been resolved.... [My new eye doctor even wants to tell me that my eyesight has improved a little...? Is that the truth or was there an error...? Still working on it...?] And we want to go forward and make more progress.... At least, I do. [Have I missed anything...?] There's been progress in the past and I really hope it'll continue...!?
Have tried to scan a copy of my magazine letter in my private blog but had trouble.... Maybe they don't want me to scan it, at least not now...? So, sorry....
Life isn't perfect and the police project hasn't been perfect...! We've all just been doing our best...! Sometimes we might have to take our share of stressful issues...? At least some things have been resolved.... [My new eye doctor even wants to tell me that my eyesight has improved a little...? Is that the truth or was there an error...? Still working on it...?] And we want to go forward and make more progress.... At least, I do. [Have I missed anything...?] There's been progress in the past and I really hope it'll continue...!?
Thursday, January 9, 2020
An Opportunity--Part Three
Have completed a new letter which I believe covers our issues fairly well.... Am thinking I'd like to send it to my local police chief, for his officers in the special police project...? It'll take me a few more days to get an accompanying letter ready....
The police and their associates need time to get themselves organized and up-to-date, in my opinion, and I think the church magazine really could help...? And if people don't like this idea, maybe they could come up with something better?
Will probably post the new letter in my private blog, also, but will work on this other matter first....
The police and their associates need time to get themselves organized and up-to-date, in my opinion, and I think the church magazine really could help...? And if people don't like this idea, maybe they could come up with something better?
Will probably post the new letter in my private blog, also, but will work on this other matter first....
Wednesday, January 8, 2020
An Opportunity--Part Two
Have found my newspaper letter from my files.... It seems that I didn't mention the police project in it, after all, but I believe that if I was able to bring it up it'd help me to get published? [Would need a letter of permission from the police....] And as I said, I don't have to reveal very much.... I'll state only that the police will tell more when they're ready to....
One issue is my blog...would the police want me to promote it, or not? It might be better not to, if the police want to wait until Halloween to make their announcement...? Whatever they think...?
The newspaper letter was written in about 200 words, according to requirements...but I could re-write it and expand it, a little? If the police would like to be ready for Halloween, I think we really need to start making some concrete plans now--or soon.... I could give them a copy of a new letter/article for their approval...? Maybe I could post it in my private blog...? The police need to seriously consider if this kind of a letter would be good to break the ice and to be kind of a warm-up to their own announcement? I believe some church people would support us, also...and they'd support me more, especially my family....
One issue is my blog...would the police want me to promote it, or not? It might be better not to, if the police want to wait until Halloween to make their announcement...? Whatever they think...?
The newspaper letter was written in about 200 words, according to requirements...but I could re-write it and expand it, a little? If the police would like to be ready for Halloween, I think we really need to start making some concrete plans now--or soon.... I could give them a copy of a new letter/article for their approval...? Maybe I could post it in my private blog...? The police need to seriously consider if this kind of a letter would be good to break the ice and to be kind of a warm-up to their own announcement? I believe some church people would support us, also...and they'd support me more, especially my family....
Friday, January 3, 2020
The Polish Lawyer
In about 2003-2004, there was a Polish lawyer working with some of us on the gay issues and film/TV.... We all worked quite well together, in my opinion.... Then I got cut off, as I've mentioned, and it seems the Polish lawyer was soon left behind--by about 2005, if not before? He wasn't fully informed about all that was happening...and he hasn't been willing to take my word for it...? I believe he also had his own connection to film/TV people...? Maybe?
One of these days, it'd be nice if the Polish lawyer and all of us got onto the same page...? It might or might not happen? Some of my church friends have been connected to the Polish lawyer and it's hard for me to talk to them.... My magazine idea really might be helpful...??? Anyway, we can think about things...? I may not have time to go to the library every day to use the computer, in the next few weeks, but I'll be working....
One of these days, it'd be nice if the Polish lawyer and all of us got onto the same page...? It might or might not happen? Some of my church friends have been connected to the Polish lawyer and it's hard for me to talk to them.... My magazine idea really might be helpful...??? Anyway, we can think about things...? I may not have time to go to the library every day to use the computer, in the next few weeks, but I'll be working....
An Opportunity
My church publishes a national, Canadian magazine once a month and they're now asking people to send in their personal stories for their website. Would like to ask permission from the police if I could turn in something like my letter to my local newspaper earlier, which didn't get printed...and I'd like to have some back-up for my comment that some police are working on a special project...? We'd need to have more than my say-so.... This is something to consider in the coming weeks...?
Don't have a copy of the above letter in front of me right now but I believe I still have it in my files? Have shown it to the police earlier in my private blog.... All I'd need to have from them is a letter or email stating something like, "You have our permission to submit [the enclosed letter] to---." We don't have to give many details, for now.... It'd help my credibility and people would take me more seriously...and I think it may be time to start revealing something about the police project...? [Not too much right now, as I said.... I could explain very clearly that "Further details will be provided at a later date--not necessarily by me...."]
A long time ago, I asked this magazine if they'd like to do a story on me and they said no, at the time. But I've had new developments since then and I'd like to try again.... Also, I believe some church friends would be very happy to see something positive going on...they've been waiting and wondering for a while...!
Don't have a copy of the above letter in front of me right now but I believe I still have it in my files? Have shown it to the police earlier in my private blog.... All I'd need to have from them is a letter or email stating something like, "You have our permission to submit [the enclosed letter] to---." We don't have to give many details, for now.... It'd help my credibility and people would take me more seriously...and I think it may be time to start revealing something about the police project...? [Not too much right now, as I said.... I could explain very clearly that "Further details will be provided at a later date--not necessarily by me...."]
A long time ago, I asked this magazine if they'd like to do a story on me and they said no, at the time. But I've had new developments since then and I'd like to try again.... Also, I believe some church friends would be very happy to see something positive going on...they've been waiting and wondering for a while...!
Requesting Some Help
Between the former adjudicator and the quality police spokesman, I've heard that one or both of them have had a plan to increase the film/TV work after the so-called [false] gay story about me was exposed.... Am not sure where the French lawyer stands on this issue, but possibly he supports them? And I'm not sure if there's been any modification to this idea recently...?
If it was really the Irishman who cut me off in about 2004 and if it's true that he doesn't care for the film/TV activities, I wonder what he thinks of the above? Would he be willing to cut these people--and all the police--off...? The only thing we need is the final, official movie for the police and their supporters when everything is settled? Otherwise, maybe the police can tell stories about their other work to the film/TV industry if they need to but they shouldn't tell stories about me any more? Would that be fair? And if it wasn't the Irishman who cut me off in 2004, it was someone else--someone with a lot of power...!?
If it was really the Irishman who cut me off in about 2004 and if it's true that he doesn't care for the film/TV activities, I wonder what he thinks of the above? Would he be willing to cut these people--and all the police--off...? The only thing we need is the final, official movie for the police and their supporters when everything is settled? Otherwise, maybe the police can tell stories about their other work to the film/TV industry if they need to but they shouldn't tell stories about me any more? Would that be fair? And if it wasn't the Irishman who cut me off in 2004, it was someone else--someone with a lot of power...!?
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