Some Community and Church People Also Helped

Near the beginning of this Waterlily blog, I said my parents didn't know about the police project but I think I was mistaken?  When I was 3 or 4 years old, my dad bought a good-quality, used piano from a prominent man in my hometown.  There are stories in film about this man and I have reason to believe he talked to my dad about the police project....  Some business people and church people also knew about it; and some of them affected me directly or indirectly when I was young [without me knowing exactly what was happening, at the time]....  There were both negative and positive experiences....

Last, but not least, I met my husband-to-be just after I turned 21 years of age.  The police started talking to him soon after--which I found out later--and I believe he was connected to the police off and on for about ten years?  There's been evidence that the police valued his support for the police project and even though he didn't tell me what was going on, he gave me some strong hints before he died....  I can appreciate what my late, ex-husband's intentions were [have written about him before] and I'm sure he would've wanted me to use my best judgment about how to proceed and how to help the police....

Some Family and Family Friends Have Helped

For the record, it wasn't only the Irishman who was telling stories about me to the police when I was a child and youth....  I had some family friends--their children--who were doing the same...and stories were told in film...and some of these people continued supporting the police to this day, as far as I know.  Also, my uncle's family and one cousin supported the police and me....  This cousin has been supporting the "quality police" and he's a millionaire, if I may say....  He's been very successful in his business and in his personal life, as a heterosexual person....

Some Gay People Disapprove of Gay Rights...

Have heard a hint a little while ago that the "African man" is a bi-sexual.  Is that true?  If it is, it's possible he has a conflict within himself between heterosexuality and homosexuality...?  Have wondered the same thing about the "Irishman" also...?

If these people have a conflict, it's possible they want their heterosexual side to win...?  And if so, it's fine for them to make whatever choices they wish for themselves...but they don't have a right to trample on or forbid the legitimate rights of other gay people...!  I believe I've had this concern about the adjudicator in the past, as well...?

In my strong opinion, there are gays who NEED to have the right to get married, whether they actually do so, or not?  If the African man or the Irishman need more information, they should read my posts in the last month or so, in this blog....  And I'm not sure if they've seen the pamphlet about gay issues that I wrote for my church [and for other interested people] about five years ago?  I think the African man would approve of it...and my then pastor and his wife, and some church members, did...!  [Would the local police like to receive the pamphlet, in order to pass on to the African man and/or the Irishman?--I'll wait for a response....]

There was an older gentleman, who police spoke to, who was one of the two founders of Homosexuals Anonymous.  This man disapproved of gay marriage...but I don't believe he was right...and he has since died....

Acknowledging the Irishman Further

There's one part of the story about the Irishman that I haven't addressed yet.  He was one of the first ones tho was telling stories about me to the special police project when I was a young child, and he was only slightly older....  The police had asked for his help....  And then at some point, after the Irishman had outlived most of the police involved, the police said he could take over the case...!?  The Irishman had also been told I was gay, and he was just waiting for me to get in line with his program?  I wouldn't blame him if that's what he was thinking....  And the Irishman also had a lot of police who were helping him, and talking to people in the community--including my church's leaders in Canada....

The Irishman might want to say that my power in the special police project came from him...since he seemed to start the stories [some of them] many years and decades ago?  I'd totally understand if the Irishman was thinking that way...!?

There seem to be a lot of Christians who've heard a story something like the above...!  I emphasize that it's a CHRISTIAN story [which Christians tell], which Christians seem to like and appreciate...!  [Some have told this story in film.]  It must be a lot easier and less threatening than to believe there's some OTHER gay rights project going on, which involves the police!?  Maybe some Christians even think they're being charitable by accepting the story...?  They think they're doing the world and the police a favour!?

Will write more about this matter on another day....

The Adjudicator Offended Me Sometimes...

There's just one other issue that has to do with the former adjudicator.  In 2005, I asked him about romantic stories about him and me [discreetly] in movies and TV; and a judge in the criminal court specifically asked him if he knew anything...and he said no.  But it seems he was lying?  I don't want to make a big deal about it now because the "Ontario lawyer" and/or his associates seemed to believe he was and they knew the reason why.  They said the adjudicator wanted to be in a position to dominate my business in the police project--if he had been romantically involved with me, or pretended to want to be....  Is that true enough?  I never fell for those stories and I found them upsetting....  The adjudicator had been offended by me earlier, and I was offended by him sometimes; and I wasn't looking for a romantic relationship with him any longer.  By this time, I believe we've pretty much gotten past our issues...and the Ontario lawyer or his agents are ready to step into the police project when necessary....  [We're working.--Will write more later....]